Hang in there, Anon. I've felt like this for 9 months. You'll think that you're crazy, you'll think that this is all deja vu (but slightly different than the last time), you'll question your sanity, your reality, your very existence. It's a side-effect of the largest anti-brainwashing campaign that has ever been undertaken. We are with you, and WWG1WGA. Love you (no homo)