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True! Absolutely..
But.. if you're a person put here to do God's will on earth, then 'killing yourself' would be against that plan, would it not?
Especially if someone's already done that for you, for the exactly reason you might specify that you were going to do itโฆ
That only people who truly believed, would realize the true comedy behind.
And there's that one part in the Bible.. but we'll see. I had a gun in my mouth, but got a message of: "Why would I ask you to do that?"
So.. as a human, I'm still subject to the same voices from either Satan or God. Which one is louder? Meh.. I don't know.
I don't care about this planet, nor do I feel I need to be here, except that I want to do what I can to help God and do his will. If God physically needs me here, then I'll stay. Can God stop bullets? I'm sure.. but I've not received an absolute sign that I should attempt it.
So.. as far as I'm concerned, this could be a big CIA experiment in itself, to test myself. They know what I've posted over the years, against the cabal. They know who I am.
The Bible says to.. overcome. Overcome what? They know by now that I've no fear of death, based on my riding habits.. so.. fear of life? Fear of pain? Fear of people? Fear of whatever? What do I need to overcome? Suicide is the 'easy' way out. I always do stuff the 'hard' way. If killing myself is what is needed, then I will do that, but I need a good sign, of some words that only him and I would know, to make that happen.
It's just another test. To make sure I'm not just talking to myself or that evil isn't invading my brain.