What is your opinion about suicide, RA? Something tells me that such WISDOM is not for everyone, and some might not be able to handle it.
I can't help myself, or control myself if "Eye" tells me to do it. No logical persuasion works in this scenario, I always lose. I just don't talk to God anymore. Because if I do, it always leads me towards this path.
Which is why it is painful to read your WISDOM, because I know it is true, however, it leads to my own demise. I am afraid.
>>433012
How do I look for them?
I have talked to many people face-to-face with the same exact issues, all of them hated the world and themselves, but at the same time were looking for salvation. They are treated as lunatics, schizophrenics, the insane, which they can no longer tell themselves if they are and neither could I.
I imagine, that the people I should seek guidance from be aware of this reality. But I do not believe they will ever let me perceive that they are aware for their own safety.
How do I find them? I don't need them to hold my hand like a child. I need to know I am RIGHT from a living, breathing, corporeal being.
How do I find them? Or will they find me? In this instance, I found you, or did you find me?
>>433358
The most important thing I have learned from this torturous ordeal is to keep calm. I thank you for reinforcing this.
Contrary to what I have been led to believe by my loved ones, my doctors and spouse - quitting the medicine has helped me move in a more stable path.
Is there a way to negate said "voice of god" while living in an urban environment?
Should one seek spirituality in/from other people and/or sources or find it only through oneself?
I thank you and I love you.
>>433358
>>434033
I have attached a temp mail address in case you would rather not talk about it here, however I am very interested in what you wrote. Is this a taboo subject or…?
>The MK Ultra program has fractured into many horrific paths.
>One has to do with Big Pharma, and SSRI's, if you are on any medication the medication they prescribe actually makes it worse.
>Also, keep in mind, that there ARE technologies out there, currently in use, that target your actual brainwave patterns.
>This is essentially a "voice of god" tech used by CIA and other evil entities. These can be found in many places, cell phone towers, your phone, subliminal messaging in television, movies.
Please, I want to know more.
>>434436
Apologies, I'll lurk more. Thank you