Used to be a Blue Army Catholic, now I See. Please research more. It took me a year to get here and still do not have all the answers but if you research Q books etc even outside of Q it is all there. Been through the Dark night of the Soul so I sympathize for any Anon going to the next level of Awakening.
Not sure what part you need help with. I am happy to go into more detail if you have a direct question. And I agree Bill Cooper is a good read and watch on you tube. Puzzle all comes together when you are ready.