Please read the new testement. Please please please. When the Bible says You, he is talking to you. It is a 2000 year old message in time to YOU. It is your ticket out of the matrix. We are all Gods children and salvation is open to anyone who calls on the name of the Lord. The gospel of John is a great starting place. Then read through book by book it WILL change your life. But u really need to read it yourself and not let others decipher it for you. Ask Jesus to show you the Way. Stay out of the churches they are run by masons and are all 501c3 org. Be firm in the word before you start seeking fellowship bc the devil will use any chance to pull u away from the word of God and if u don’t know what Christ said, you will be pulled away. The Bible is about freedom from religion. Read Matthew 23. This will open your eyes. Always test the spirits by knowing the word of God.
Prayers to you new bible anon. Seek the narrow road. That is the way to God.