>>3434363

no bullshit, a deep deep book black program buddy out of general dynamics, raytheon, star wars and shit, told me that he had been "doing this" for thousands of years. smiliar to the vague yet specfic way of how patton talked about it.

the way im now looking at "time" sure sounds plausible.

said as long as you don't go into the light youll pop back out. hes like "your friends, your family, your mom will all be saying were here, come, come to us" hes just like DONT. DO NOT. dude had some weirdly personal knowledge of some shit in the dark ages.

also claimed he was an alien. who the fuck knows anymore… 2018 already blew my mind clear open.

"why not".

>>3434443

>>3434509

>>3434558

fucking KEK

>>3434543

hah trust me buddy, dont care what your interweb shit says, its VERY real.

or do you think you can go an entire month on a drug that cooks holes in your brain like swiss cheese with zero repurcussions?

to be honest, it was worse than that shit.

that's on my life. and the lack of dreaming, not a lack of memory, picture yourself floating out in space, with zero stars, light, planets, coments, nothing. no sound. no scintilla of emotion or reaction.

if you want the gods honest truth i remember it all so clearly and it fucking me up so bad not having an ounce of happiness or personalization or even sense of actually being in the world, THAT is what watching a movie through your lifes eyes feels like, to the point where i honestly, on everything, planned on blowing my brains out if it didn't stop. or i guess if everything else didnt start back up again.

a life without serotonin is truly the most bleak painfully numb dark cold inside black cataclysmic sentence on the soul ive yet to experience. wouldn't wish that shit on no body. not even our enemies, id put a bullet between there eyes and take the charge for it myself before id do that.

thats on everything.

only thing i felt for half a year was the jeans rub against my leg that i remember so vividly that first morning after.

>>3434721

i sat in a 4x6 box probably longer than you sat in a high school classroom. and almost got murdered in cold blood inside it.

still had NOTHING on that chapter in my life. not even remotely fucking close.

trust me, "fren" i remember each dream i had. most wretched outstretchde nothing ness your frail mind is incapable of imagining let alone comprehending,

good bye filtered shill.

and yes, reaching an over and unsustainable internal temperature in your brain with constant pressure DOES deteriorate grey matter.

i take back what i said about you sitting in a classrom, dumbfuck.

>>3434866

KEK

i wonder if that shill got shitcanned after that one

>>3434914

>>3434900

eh no biggy, shit was all the way back in the '00s

who knows, if it wasnt for that, maybe some worse shit woulda did my ass in by now anyway. timelines are one hell of a drug themselves.

'preciate it all the same amigo.

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>>3435010

>>3434855

>>3435093

ah fuck me wrong one

>>3435093