people are so stupid, evil and vacant, they must be NPC's

i get the same feeling talking to them that i do when i marry a "wife" in those bethesda games. it's vacant, unfulfilling, just seems to remind me of something that exists deep down in my consciousness that i'm missing.

i go out, i talk to them sometimes, it just seems their eyes are glazed over. like there's nobody really there.

it's fake. it's not real. there's no real these composting piles of genetic material have any actual soul or consciousness inside of them.

must be the simulation thing. or maybe they're P-Zombies caused from crossing too many interdimensional rifts. i'm not 100% sure but i do know that they aren't real. i'll never believe they are real again.