Very well written and I am not surprised that it describes so many of us. I've been sober for a little over 3 years and know all about the "hole in the soul". God's grace is proportional though. The more grace you need to fill that hole, the more God gives you. It's why we are truly blessed and are more awake than most. Many of us addicts and alcoholics would not be apart of this if we had not gone through what we did. We saw the darkness and turned towards the light even before all of this. We were ready to truly wake up and be a guide to others. I believe with all my heart that it was His plan for us. Now let's make him proud!