Are you aware that the Bible is not written about saints who do nothing wrong? Far from it. Throughout we see men sin and we see men redeemed. Read a bit of Kings 1 or 2. People are vial and pass their children thru molach. It is the way men are, we are all sinners. How can we have hope if God will not accept sinners into heaven. We have hope in God's only begotten Son who had no sin but offered himself as a sacrifice to pay for all out sins. We only need to believe Jesus the Christ died for our own sin, and we are forgiven in God's eye as far as the East is from the West. God chooses to forgive us, but only when we ask. He gave us freewill and we must ask.