“And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved. And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie:”
2 Thessalonians 2:10-11 KJV
seemed relevant. I don’t personally go to church, I think organized religion has largely lost its way. But don’t think there are many paths. I am not God and I will not judge, but he will and I would admonish His Word. Why be rebellious? Ask, Seek, Find.