Prayer always helps me out when I'm down. Hope it helps you fren!
God, He is as close as your very breath and does want to communicate with you. How?
Through Holy Spirit is the only way to truly communicate with God. Get born again and your mind will be blown at what God will open up to you! (Romans 10:9&10).
I was also abused as a child and couldn't figure out what happened to me and why. Later God showed me when I questioned why my father wasn't loving towards me, that it was he that had abused me (not sexually, but physically - which has done permanent damage to my bones).
It freed me from all the worry and blaming myself and I was able to forgive him through the Love (Agape) of Christ.
Your life is SO precious to God your Heavenly Father!
God Bless you!
Theos Agape!
These people are sick!!!
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