Ive been paying attention to my stress while dealing with my ptsd for many years. I can say that your idea about "up the ante" is very interesting
I don't use the word recycle when Im talking about my ideas on death to normies..I say you "respawn" at a different part of the map..Im not sure if you always keep your inventory or skins..but its still you behind the controller and you don't notice the change at the moment.
I just watched this video..interesting information I havent seen before about him being antichrist and shit…about the devil turns things upside down…a new tool can be…look at something..then just flip it and see.[+-} =[-+]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4R3_H72o5EM&t=1213s