If you read more and more scriptures, Gnostic gospels, the epic of Gilgamesh (which Jesus had access to), Apocrypha, Tao Te Ching, Mahabharata, Dhammapada, Book Of Enoch you will gradually see Christ in a greater, less corrupted way, perhaps through multiple cultural lenses.
What the Catholics have established as their interpretation of Christ is intentionally misleading. Christ came to abolish centralized religious authority. He was rebuking the religious practices of the Jews of that day. He came to tell them to be good to people such as Samaritans, even if they are not Jews. He came to say God isn't stomping around a Garden demanding genocide; God is within you.
All books must be read with discernment in your heart. All works are corruptible.