>>678690

For years now there is something I experience right before I fall asleep every so often.

It is like my conscience get channeled to my deep subconscious.

During this brief period of time if my mind drifts to thoughts about things such as life, death, the birth of my kids.

I get a deep profound understanding of the significance of these things. It is so deep, profounding, and overwhelming it startles me and causes my to snap to my conscience.

It is like I am getting some kind of massive download from somewhere else that my conscience mind is completely overwhelmed by.

It isn't information or data. It is raw emotion or feelings.

The message is simple.

All of us are matter and significantly important, from birth till death. Nobody is insignificant.

If this is coming from God, then I can say God loves us so deeply and profoundly that it indescribable.

Exodus 33:20 Says

But He said, "You cannot see My face, for no man can see Me and live!"

I am a believer because I can't handle a just a few seconds of His feelings. It is too much, too intense, too real.

>>857350

After our youngest daughter was born she became very ill and was placed the NICU. My wife and I spent countless hours by her side. One of the nights I was with her in the hospital the Lord's Prayer was announced over the hospital PA.

Right after the prayer was finished the alarms on my daughters vitals started beeping. The nurse removed my daughters respirator and got her breathing again.

That night I got on my knees and begged God to save my daughter.

A few days went by without any improvement and the head doctor suggested that my wife and I go home and get some rest for a day.

We went home that night and spent time with our to other kids who were young at the time.

The next morning my two kids climb into our bed and watched TV and my wife left the room to call the hospital to check on the status on our newborn girl.

My wife got off the phone and came into the room and said that our newborn had made a miraculous improvement and should be able to come home in a few days.

My wife left the room to call her family and share the good news.

A few moments after she left the room a presences of overwhelming light filled the room.

In that light I felt pure love and goodness. I felt its presence. It was Jesus.

It was like every hair on my body stood up and I had goose bumps.

It is elation times a trillion.

Jesus said "I love you". After that both he and the light disappeared.

After being in the presence of such pureness, I felt my lack of pureness. I felt dirty and unfit.

I wept because I am so dirty and unfit.

My 2 kids in the room with me didn't notice a thing.

Jesus is real folks and in his presence you know that he is the King of all kings.