Everything is connected in weird ways, but what is the truth? So many religions, gods to choose from. All I know is that I want off this planet.

I had a NDE as a teen. I was being suffocated. I felt my body trying to breathe- I couldn't but it didn't matter. Everything was black and white and I was being lifted out of an ocean into the Light. I felt at peace. At the last second person who was choking me let go and I came back.

Is the Light a trick? Should I avoid it? Are we being reborn here for soul food? Who knows? I don't want to come back here.