Too deep Anon. Gotta pull back.
All the world’s a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances,
And one man in his time plays many parts,
Til one wake ups fro the dream, the dream feels just as real.
Yep, that's the next level of pullback.
Damned? Never.
True Repentance and fulfilling of karmic debt? Always. No way around that.