Hi there Anons.
I just experienced something.
I know most of you won't understand what i'm saying or think that i'm lying. That is the response i mostly get when i tell people about this.
It's not my first time experiencing this, but first time i had the ability to study what happened while it happened. All the other times things has been pure chaos.
I'm posting this because i've never seen or read about anything similar to this and want to know if this is something any of you have heard of.
My brother can't drink alcohol, though he likes to. He's 25 btw.
And when i say he can't drink i don't mean he get's too drunk and pass out or that he gets sick.
I mean sometimes, i think about 1 in 5 times or something, when he drinks alcohol he gets these (for the lack of a better term) "seizures".
What happens, happens in stages.
First he starts acting strange, like doing obviously wrong things. In this case he started looking up snuff shit on the web - not sure if it was real, but really disgusting and not something he usually does.
While i tried to tell him to watch something else, I have my own screen but can always see his, he slipped into next stage.
He just snaps off. He just sits as if frozen with no expression on his face, not blinking at all, and doesn't react to anything.
After a while his face muscles starts contracting as he moves into the next stage.
He now starts making noises. Not human noises.
For a little while still his body is completely frozen, only his face moves. And he starts out making faint hissing noises and snapping his teeth.
The hisses turns in deep growls, i'm not kidding when i say i have never heard another human make these noises and i can't even figure out how he makes them.
The Growls get louder as his whole body starts convulsing. But it's not just convulsions he is obviously fighting something and he hits the sofa he is sitting in repeatedly.
I know better than to approach him while he has his "seizures" as that only makes him angrier faster, and makes the "seizure" last longer.
After doing that for a few minutes he apparently gets too fatigued to continue, and as he stops convulsing he begins crying. This is the worst part of the whole thing, his cries are so deep felt and it's hard for me not to start myself.
Sometimes he repeats this cycle: convulsions, fatigued, crying, convulsions, etc. etc. a few times before again moving to the next stage.
When it's finally subsiding his crying turns to sobbing and then quitly dies out. and after a short while he softly says "I need to go to the bathroom", i kid you not, i know how stupid it sounds. But that is always the first thing he says when it's finally over.
I then have to help him to the bathroom, as he has no energy left in his body.
And i can then put him into bed.
What i just desctibed was "Good case scenario". Sometimes when i wasn't around and it happened he ended up hurting some people and getting arrested and eventually sent to psychward. Where the staff would look wierd at what they had seen as a wild animal when he got in now was soft as a lamb.
It is the most crazy thing i know of, and i just happened again about an hour ago. I need to know what is going on?