Ooooh my goodness, this does indeed make me KEK!!
Imma be a dick:
You have no idea. None. This is akin to a 7th grader saying "My life is ruined because my true love has broken up with me and now I will only play sad songs for the rest of my days."
Whatever you "sacrificed" to do internet research you probably would have "sacrificed" anyway.
(Because you're a loser and losers aren't winners.)