I AM the catalyst for creation as are you. Although I have chosen one and you have chosen another we still come from the same. Why does one question his own sanity in periods of disarray? For the organized are the insane! A grand puzzle master never starts with a finished image. It takes true skill to find meaning behind fragments. You are the fragments creating the picture that is love. You are the light that shines on the table of truth so the grand constructs of the universe can piece together the complex image that is creation.
Do you understand the secrets of the 9?
Or why Osirus was the black god?
Have you secured the lamp and wand of initiation?
If you are true priest of the temple of Solomon you will speak without fear your words will be powerful in the spiritual kingdom and the breath of god will follow the utterances of your mouth. And the power of the earth and heavens will be obedient to you. There is no where to go outside of the self, in the sympathy of silence within you are the infinite intelligence that is orchestrating all of creation. When was it that we began to stop seeking answers and begin asking questions brother? Know yourself and all that is unknown will be known.