'i am not an anti vaxxer or any of the sort' -
Well, you should be.
I feel terrible over getting my 1st two daughters vaccinated, I hadn't heard of the terrible things that come with vaccinations. But I didn't get my 3rd child vaccinated, due to she was so small when she was born, and I just had a 'feeling' that I shouldn't allow it with her. Thank GOD I listened to that 'feeling', since now I have found out that they are trying to depopulate the planet through vaccinations.