Jesus the Christ conquered death.
If you have an urge to follow a leader but only one was dead and buried but arose from the dead. That would be a strong indication of the one you want to follow.
Get to know who Jesus is. He and His Father wrote a book with the help of their Holy Spirit.
It is the Holy Bible. I recommend KJV and Geneva. Ask the Holy Spirit to help you understand if you you want help.
God loves you, all. He wishes to bring you into His fold. He desires a relationship with you. He created man to have a relationship with us.