Not sure what I expect here, but here goes. I've been reading the Alan stuff and something struck me hard. Harris. Without doxxing myself too hard, my family (grandmother mother's side) is Harris. My Mother's family, is evil beyond what I've much ever been able to disclose in person to anyone. They were all super religious, (think the screaming christ warrior and you get close), and super abusive to the point where 90% of them should be locked up for child abuse. My mother was extremely evil, and that is a difficult thing to admit, but true. At the end of her life she was very afraid to be alone because she saw demons everywhere. She was cruel, manipulative and sadistic. My memories of childhood were all very pleasant until my mid 30's when memories started breaking through. I spent a lot of time in therapy for childhood trauma. I still dissociate at times like now when I'm disclosing. Even anonymously, I am triggered by telling. I am borderline psychic, have had accurate precog (nothing earth shattering, but accurate). I see energy fields around living things. I know that sounds nuts and it is not something I talk about. Because I was raised in a very abusive and chaotic environment I read body language to the point where people think I can read minds. After going through a lot of integrative therapy that has subsided somewhat, but I can still focus on it and read bodies. I'm very uncomfortable around fake ass people because their bodies SCREAM liar to me and so I can't get beyond that. I believe in God with my whole being but I will never ever ever believe in any religion. 1/2 of my abuse was centered around religion. My father was a sun king, full blown charming narcissistic pedophile. He never to my knowledge laid hands on me or my siblings, but he had a penchant for 12 year olds, especially if they were mentally deficient. He fathered at least 3 children out of wedlock that I know of, 2 on children. He hated women, and his abuse centered on disparaging my sexuality even when I was a young child. He was also a peeper during my bath time. Mother's abuse was more overt, threats of death daily, physical abuse, screaming, screaming, screaming. I've often said I was destroyed before the age of 3. Anyway I'm writing all this because I want to know about the Harris line if anyone knows anything. BTW, I have children, and they are my treasure. I raised them right. One is a young father himself. The other is a Marine.
Believe me, I interviewed a ton before I found one to try. It took two years before I would trust her enough to let her treat my trauma. I don't trust them any more than you do. The one I found was good.
all good. :)
Eating brains will give you kuru only if the brain you are eating is infected with prion disease. Most cases of kuru today come from ingesting improperly butchered meat (cow, other) that was infected with prion disease. Prions cluster in the large nerves and the brain of infected animals. Search Mad Cow Disease.