there are many nice woke girls out there,
in the long run this one might not work out
You should clear all the info, step away from all media. find a comfy quiet spot and figure out what you really want out of your time alive.
The only things you are taking with you are inside your head so if that not at peace & focused nothing you get matters.
imagine now how & what you want to feel about your last moment. Make it so.
You can not really live until
you have prepared to die