God Bless.
To help you navigate these waters: the cynical crust is a vital part of chan culture. Can you blame us? They have hurt us and our loved ones for centuries. They are the very evil that prevents us from transcendence. We say these things, because that's the way to wade out pansies and pussies. Only the hardened veterans stay, which gives you this wonderful chan.
So when a faggot says "kys" "you suck" "go back to leddit", it's a way of initiation. Shrug it off, lurk more and don't forget to say to them that they can suck your dick.
Anyway, good work anon. Please stay, listen to your mind and intuition. Post when you feel you can add something to the conversation: your expertise of the field and knowledge on the bloodlines will be crucial in our battle.