Yes. Pizzagate and Q cracked it for me. I had thought I had experienced dark nights previous, but oh no. This year changed my idea of what darkness is. It can only be described as the most queasy feeling of constant waves of dread, fear, anger, and sorrow. I have always believed in God, in Jesus Christ, but now I know that Christ is God and God is Real.
I can function again, though, so I don't know if I've just acclimated to the darkness, or if I'm just innoculated now and better able to function through further realizations and truth bombs.