This fucking sucks balls.
My patience is waning.
Imagine the white hats who have been planning this for decades. Well, at least they KNOW what the plan is, and can prepare psychologically, emotionally and rationally.
I have to get back to work, and real life. I don't want to. This place has been my 2nd, 3rd, and 4 job for the past year. Just feeling like this is a setback, even though I know it is not. I trust the plan completely. Just wish I knew what it was.