Without a doubt, there is no going back and who would ever want to anyway?
One small thing though I really don't want to go to a mental hospital I am not going to hear any bullshit and they will probably end up trying to diagnose me with something for simply believing I know the truth. So, if we could avoid that I would be sincerely appreciative because I'm not sure I can even trust my wife with information anymore and who the hell wants to walk around their own house with people "worried" about you? So, Monday I go to the mental clinic and then Tuesday probably calling a divorce attorney unless someone steps in to calm some tits.