H… If I were in your position, I would have done things differently. I would have wanted you to experience and be a part of all the cool things I get to do. Hoping that in the future (if things really do change drastically for the both of us) I will be able to include you in all the cool things I’ll get to do. I’ll put you front and center, even before me, because that’s just the type of individual that I am. I only want to share the nice things I get to experience with you. That’s why I feel so strongly (and upset) about the show.