We haven't even met and you have already made me cry more times than anyone I've ever had a relationship with in the past has made me cry. I just want to be happy.

for such a long time i've not been able to express my feelings because i've had to be nice and not upset the retards by telling them of their shortcomings because my words are too harsh, but i'm fucking tired. i want to experience the love and joy individuals in relationships get to experience. i want to know what it's like to have a family that isn't fucked and broken. i'm tired of living my life day-to-day without anything to look forward to.

i haven't given up and i will continue to keep waiting because that's all i can do at this point