You aren't helping anybody faggot except yourself. Posting your wall of text to feed your own ego. Worthless fucking loser. Nobody cares what you have to say. Go back to reddit you fucking clown. 5:5?
You have no idea where you are. You don't fit in here. You should leave. It's obvious to all of us here that you are an outsider. Proceed at your own risk but don't say I didn't warn you.