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Light workers blues my friend. I think many of us suffer from this condition. Not an easy path to walk. Alone. But you are not alone. Realize that your very being and doing is making a difference. Thats a fact. Look up wanters and light workers out on the web you will realize what you really are and find the support you need.
Light it up Anon. You are here for a reason and you are never alone.