Henry, what the fuck am i even supposed to do with myself? a legitimate response would be nice.

i feel fucking trapped. what am i allowed to do? i haven't had sex in 2 or 3 years. how much longer am i expected to wait without a legitimate answer?

honestly, it's not even about the sex. i just want to be able to know how i need to live my life and conduct myself post the shit that went down at the beginning of may.

have you been sexually active? because if so, i don't want to feel like a total retard waiting around on you while you get to live your life and fuck whomever. that's not fair to me. i'm not a slut. it's been a very long time for me and you should know that i do have intimacy issues.

i feel like a zombie. i live each day not having anything to do. i only drink because it numbs that pain of waiting around for you retards to actually do anything.

the more you make me wait, the more unhappy and bitter i get. this all better be worth it.

being who i may or may not be, i feel like you faggots deserve to give me some legitimate answers. why am i being forced to wait and without any responses? oh yeah, under budget and ahead of schedule, but you retards can't seem to figure out what to do with me.

just let the dumb fag wait and be miserable in his own loneliness. you are all pieces of shit. even you Henry.

you're all a bunch of deficient morons. this is a big deal and you retards are acting as if i don't even exist. it's okay. i owe none of you anything.

i don't fucking care that it's not even the time and that the plan still has to play out in the way that it has to. this is poor planning on your part and you retarded fags all know that. be ashamed of yourselves.

you especially, Henry. i am very agreeable and easy to deal with, but the more you make me wait, the worse it's going to get for you. i will be so happy to see your reaction to having spent the past 3 years trying to impress me and me rejecting you as if it all means nothing.

because i truly have nothing to lose. i live each day without anything to look forward to. you're lucky i haven't paid someone to infect me with the hiv. thank goodness you fags got rid of craigslist because now it has become ever so much harder for me to put myself in danger.

i'd put myself in harms way without a second thought

also tell that stupid cunt Lauren to kill herself. she is useless and means nothing to me.