Coming back from work to new Q drops and I learn all my distrust of new technology/phones, the "new" social media and so on was actually a valid fucking feeling. Holy shit.
I won't lie Q, I am now afraid, sorry for that. I am currently taking SNRI medicine, venlafaxine to be exact. I am suffering from depression and anxiety, both related to another, pretty serious illness (which I will not divulge since that's fucking precise, doxable). I have been going to a psychotherapist since four years. I tried to not take antidepressants for the longest time, but recently my situation went from bad to worse and I was on the verge of the unthinkable, so I decided to at least try. Being in Poland, I am… "reasonably" confident MKUltra isn't being practiced over here and my doctors genuinely want to help, but am I a danger to myself or my family? The therapy didn't seem to do anything bad and I remember everything that happens during them, but I have to know - am I a liability? Should I step back? Should I cut off modern tech?
I'm so sorry for this Q, I know it's direct and related to a personal matter, but I really have to know. I don't want to be a tool. I don't want to be a slave. I want to help.