A large part of me wishes I never read any Q stuff. I STILL believe Q and POTUS, but it has ruined my life – I have no reason to live anymore. I lost friends, work, and lots of money because I wouldn't keep my mouth shut and started making decisions based on what I thought was right (based on Q).
I've never wanted to die before – now I do. I wish I could go back to being a sheep – a condescending, liberal sheep (pre-Trump). Life was good then (or better). I knew back then that something was deeply wrong with the world. I should have just ignored my thoughts and enjoyed the fruits of being a sheep. Ignorance really is bliss.
To be clear, I don't blame anyone for my troubles but myself. I chose this. I'm not sure I can hang on any longer and I'm not sure I belong on this board (negative energy). Good luck to you all. I truly hope you succeed.