Mind if I ask about the "o7" , anon? I see it all the time and it's knawin at my noodle.
That's cool…I like it!
I've learned, through fucking doing it wrong for years, it is best to do this because you love it and try not to indulge in expectations. Take it all in, do what you can and keep an archive of all your dots. Stay off the roller coaster, fren and take care of your body.