>>3897908 PB

Hugs, Anon. You have the free will to unplug from this stuff at any time. You are no good to anyone if you lose your footing. Q said those who wish to know (meaning the full picture) will know. If you do not want to know the full picture, that is okay. We each of us fight to our best and no more. Maybe take some time to recharge your love battery and then come and rejoin the fight if you wish. I come to the point you are at from time to time, unplug, go do life things and then come back when I feel strong and chilly again. WWG1WGA, right, but that also includes sending you off to recharge with love and trust that everything will be okay.