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There is no secret knowledge to bring you to light. There is no one single path to bring you to the truth. It's enough to honestly desire it and ask for it humbly and without pretensions and you will receive it.
Know Rene Girard? A philosopher and anthropologist. Used to be pretty popular until he converted to Christianity, then his academic career stopped in its trajectory (surprise, surprise).
Human society is founded on ritualistic murder. People want what other people want. You see another person wanting to possess something and you too now want it just because the other person has the same desire. Desire is literally contagious. Girard developed a mimetic theory around this. Eventually a critical amount of aggression, mimetic rivalry builds between people who want to possess the same things. There is no resolution, things become ever more violent UNTIL a third party victim is blamed for the situation and is sacrifically murdered and that appeases society again. Later they worship this sacrificial victim as a god that brought peace. This sounds bizarre, but the man studied this from a historical perspective and concluded that human society is built on ritualistic murder of an innocent victim that regulates violence. Now, I don't need you to believe all of this word by word, just hold it in your head as a concept.
So then, the guy studies Christianity and Christianity follows familiar patterns of other society founding myths, but there's one KEY difference. In Christianity, God is on the side of the victim! In Christianity, God says the victim is innocent for all to see. In Christianity, God is not on the side of the system of domination.
Why is this important? The true revolution, the thing that will clear out all darkness is precisely in refusing to participate in the false life that gets constantly reinforced by the world. Their entire system of control, all of their power, collapses instantly when people replace competition between eachother for charity and love. It's not fiat currency that they can make out of thin air that is their ultimate weapon. Their ultimate weapon is your desire. The liberation from all standards of moral conduct is only a liberation in the sense that it gives every desire you can think of authority over your mind and body and the more materially tying desires you have, the more you're reliant on their system. So this liberation is really just a liberation to choose how you want to be enslaved. Then when you're hooked on material desires (and I want to make clear here that I don't mean just material in the sense of money or material objects, but even of something as possessing status, of wanting to be someone in the world etc.), they have you in the pocket. We know people only start by wanting to be loved, but they have made it so that to be loved, you need people to admire you, have money, be popular on social media, you need to make questionable compromises at work to get money, you need to do x y and z to be interesting to women or if you're a woman you have to be x y and z to be interesting to men, you have to build your social status, and you have to have more of this than other people.