Wow,Wow,Wow, OP, AMAZING work!
Your worry about bringing this to people is absolutely understandable - and correct. People like "black or white," and the info you present creates a lot of gray and, potentially, cognitive dissonance. It makes many people uncomfortable. Some people will outrght dismiss it as "conjecture" or "coincidence." However, we'll never find the right solutions if we fail to honestly identify the problems - and you clearly know that - "The questions must be asked."
I'm not sure how to phrase this correctly, so forgive me if I sound awkward or, even worse, condescending. It is one thing to realiize we're dealing with an orchestrated mess, but it is quite another to grasp the extent of what we're really facing, to see the connections to and implications for every aspect of every life on this planet. You see that. It is overwhelming and, frankly, lonely, when - even on supposedly truth-seeking sites like this - you know you risk outright dismissal of your work if you ask questions outside of the "accepted" parameters.
Your comment about "good people" is on target - ar least that's been my observation. In fact, that's one of the things that haunts me the most - "Bad" people doing "bad" is one thing. Transposing the "good" intentions of "good" people into "bad" acts without their knowledge takes evil to another level entirely.
Like you, my start was also initiated by a coincidence. Now, I can't in good conscience let it go - It connects to much of what you've written here.