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>> Human clones being grown in labs

I am not sure it is quite to that point, yet, as there are things about gestation that I don't think are as simple as "just let the cells keep dividing and a baby will form"…. However…

I was born two months premature. "My" heart stopped multiple times during birth, and my father was almost certain I would be stillborn. It was back in 1988 and the tech for delivering children that early was bleeding edge at the time.

I don't doubt that I am my father's child in many ways - nor do I doubt my connection to my mother (something nearly telepathic existed). What I do wonder about is if I was tampered with, in a way. I was born two months premature because of a bacterial infection of the uterus that my mother's doctor should have caught (and in later years, she might have been encouraged to seek a malpractice claim).

There are other things about my family that are… Odd. My father's military service doesn't all add up nicely, and his record was "lost" for a while and he had a new one constructed. He knew a great deal about the CIA and things that didn't precisely line up with your average Vietnam draftee. To put it more simply - my dad spoke and acted in a way that was almost perfect preparation for understanding Q. My mom's side of the family was all pretty much wiped out by cancer, diabetes, or some other illness starting in the mid 2000s. Dad passed away not long after a fire broke out at his factory in 2010. It's worth noting that he was adamantly opposed to doing business with China and kept quite a few dark arts of the aluminum diecasting industry. His brother went to China to consult on factory designs back in the mid 2000s and no ill fortunes befell his family.

Makes me wonder….

When I see doppelgangers… I am reminded of that movie "The Island." Other times, I wonder if there is some manner of conspiracy so hideously vast … Something akin to Knights of Sidonia - where most of the population currently alive are clones and descendants of clones genetically engineered after a disaster nearly wiped out the ship's entire population.

That is probably going a bit too far - but I do wonder if "Autists" are effectively blood line tampering in genetics who are loose in the wild, so to speak. If I were such an individual, as my ego certainly likes to insist, my family name does hold some interesting clues to a blood line affiliation of the paternal order. I was taught our name meant "keeper of the land." However, the literal German translation means simply "of Graz." However, Graz was originally Slovenian - Gradec, meaning "the small fort" and was the cultural center for Slavic civilizations, being the origins of the -grad suffix used to denote a town or city. As such, the way my family has passed down the meaning of our name is pretty damned arrogant, and comes from a Slovenian reading, rather than Austrian or German.

I also have "ninjas who say brate" who like to track me through the internet. Brate used in context of "bro" - yet done so deliberately as if asking me to catch on and understand.

The alternative explanation is that I am crazy. Which is probably not far from the truth regardless of what it is.

Q: "expand your thinking."

Me: [starts talking]

Q: "…. No, you need to think logically. Reign that shit back in."