(pops in briefly)
Anon, I'm so very sorry you lost your mother this way. It's horrible and unfair that you lost her when you were a little boy or girl.
I hope you can find your way out of the anger and grief. Talk to as many people as it takes to relieve yourself from the burden of it. Don't give up on finding your way back to life. I just don't think your mama would want you hurting.
Be kind and loving to yourself, young anon. There is something better out there for you, and I promise you can get to it.
Hugs and maternal love from the rare female anon.
(pops back out)