Wait, did you go out seeking it? Or was it something you happened upon in the course of events? Why?
Why? Mind sharing?
Ah. I’m still curious as to the how/context for the why. I’ve had a few different experiences, but none have been by choice really. One was something that tortured and wrecked my family for years, another was something that came and pursued during dreams until I faced it. Sounds like your experience was much different.