My morale is dropping each day, I feel so alone. Everyone around me is brainwashed. My father thinks Trump is the incarnation Hitler, the only positive thing that came out of Q so far for me is that I found God. I feel a little less lonely knowing I'm not alone spiritually, but physically I've never felt so alone.
Been feeling like crying for days and I havn't found the force yet. I just walk my head down, everytime I look up I see some branwashed people wearing Nike clothes driving mercedes talking on the phone like if everything was fine. I feel like none of this is fine. I hate that living people make me feel dead inside.
Thank you anons, this place is the only place where I feel useful. I got myself a few notables recently, which is probably the best I could do but I wish God would tell me what to do now. I feel a bit lost in all this but your thoughts bring some warmth to my broken and stitched up hearth. It's been a long road to this point for me and knowing that we're all here on the same boat makes me feel a little less lonely.
Kinda sad that the only love I let myself feel is the one from total strangers on the internet but still you guys are the best and I love you all. You are the ones making sense in this nightmare.