Some people called my mother crazy, wanted nothing to do with her unless she had something they wanted from her.
She was selfless, she would carry the burden of the entire world on her shoulders if she could.
I don't know what year it was, maybe before I was born. I've only known the story from my mother and father. Very few have ever been told.
My Mother, she called Saul, he stood in our kitchen, wearing a black hat. She said he looked confused and it scared my mother badly. She told me to not do as she did because it must be something Evil, as the Bible says not to seek those things. My Father told me everything she said was true and he saw it himself. It didn't scare him so much because he knew my Mother had gifts and didn't question them.
Over the course of her life she prophesied many times in Church. She brought comfort to many that had nothing in life. She could discern peoples hearts and saw good in everyone. We had no money, but that was not the key to my mother.
By the time she died I was in a bad place emotionally. I built a wall around myself to try and protect all I had left because I had a family of my own that I was, and still am, 100% committed to.
The night she died she told me that it was the last Sunset that we would spend together, She told me to never turn from God. She told me that she would always be a breathe away.
I've fought that battle on the border between God being real and God simply being a control mechanism for evil, for good, whatever. I felt that I would have to accept the Bible as a whole in order to accept God. I could not reconcile God, the all loving Father, with God the jealous vengeful God of judgement. I never rejected the possibility of God, but I was sure that we must have something wrong in our understanding.
At this point, I firmly believe the Elites of this world have denied us God, and at the same time denied us of ourselves. The gifts that are coming are not material, they are much more valuable than that.
I love you guys, but I must refuse to be lead around on a hoax witch hunt any longer. I must seek God and he will supply all the rest.
I love YOU