I have that book also…..a while back I got lucky and had the ESOTERIC version….on the inset page it specifically said "ESOTERIC BOOK, TO BE RETURNED UPON DEATH OR WITHDRAWAL OF RECIPIENT"…..I was a dumbass and let a friend borrow it, then that friend let someone else borrow it and didn't tell me…..I was pissed…..so I found another copy, but this book proves their evil underlying motives for sure!!!!!