But if you are screaming this at the board, doesn't this fact refute your words, NO MATTER what those words are?
Try to think. You are caught in a paradox. Feel that spinning sensation?
Why are you compelled to take courses of action that are self-defeating?
How are you in a such a position?
Can you think?
Can you try to understand?
Are you scared?
Do you feel weak, powerless, lost?
Try to think.