I think this a good approach where drugs cloud your judgement. Simple warning labels on drugs say this all the time. One thing to note, 'you" can't abolish consciousness, you can only temporarily impede it's ability to reach the brain receptors that help the physical body to function normally. The brain is physical it receives and emits conscious and sub conscious thought. Conscious is more spiritual then many think.
You were serving the politicians. You haven't noted yet…that many of our politicians are bought and paid for and don't serve our country? Get it straight…you are part of our country. You were serving you and a constitution these corrupt politicians are trying to dismantle via there walking orders from Globalists. The military has identified the enemy. It's not the public it's here to protect. It's the corrupt politicians who are out to protect their own self interests…not ours…regardless of what party they say they represent. You are here, because you want to help put things straight again. If not you do yourself an injustice by wallowing in the past.