anons,

ive come to a realization that is a bit depressing. all ive been doing is digging and researching and archiving and trying make heads or tails of all the evil in the world. it's gotten to the point where i feel like i'm treading water in an ocean of lies, land is nowhere to be found, and i'm drowning. no matter where i look, when i scratch the surface, pure evil stares back at me. i find myself now in the odd situation of searching not to discover the latest crime never to be prosecuted, but looing for anything good, just, and benevolent in this world, and it is nowhere to be found. whats worse, no one else in my life and daily interactions seem to be able see it. am i in hell?