I mean… I get it, but I don't.
This is something coming up in ADE - the concept of the mad god. The world in front of us is just the product of a god looking desperately within itself for purpose and meaning as it is all that there ever can be.
Which is a fascinating, if useless concept. It is little more than glorified Nihilism. It takes you on quite the adventure before it dumps you off at that point, but the logical extension of this train of thought always has the only terminal on the loop at the stop of Nihilism.
The simple irony of it all being that the realization/proof of such a truth, should it be the case, destroys the entire purpose of the existence, which is effectively to distract god from its omniscience.
The villain who lay at the edge of reality, itself - Kefka.