I tried my best to go back out into the real world and pretend everything was ok. I live in Austin TX and the amount of self hating whites here is too much to handle. I'm seriously considering moving to Utah. The mormons seem to have their people a bit more under control and aren't trying to import more minorities into their own cities so they can be more diverse. White guilt is our kriptonite and will be our downfall if we don't do anything.