or you can finally get over the hump of cognitive dissonance and stop have a one sided conversation to an anonymous poster named Q and realize it was a hoax.
I think Q accomplished what they needed to, which was to take your hopes and your imaginations and your wishes and rape your spirit, hard, and eviscerate you. You got mentally and spiritually FUCKED and MURDERED by Q.
You don't believe that. You DO NOT believe that at all. Look around outside here, at the effects of what this has done to people offline, as well as on twitter, facebook and youtube. This was toxic. You don't believe what you just fucking said.
I do deny you. In fact, I think you are an enforcer of this Q cult if you have this mentality. You're one of the nasty ones, a true believer and lieutenant that sucks in others and keeps them whipped in line. People like you are demonic and crazed.